thursday

If it had not been for timing of all the snow and ice we're still getting, I would have planned a Superb Owl party for this coming weekend. I was looking forward to creating another social event for friends and neighbors here but I don't think there is time now to get people to plan on being here.
I am a social creature and I love to put people together in a room or project with me. I miss that life. It's always a battle to get MonsterMustDie to allow me to have people in our home but the fights always seem worth it. I pay for it all. I put it together. I clean up afterwards. He is always stressed by having more than two people extra in our space at a time and, although he actually always seems to be much better at it than me, he hates to interact with people. I am socially awkward but I love people. He can make small talk with anyone if he must and he hates it. I make word piles.
Even crowds at supermarkets freak him out. I have seen him leave the farmers market in a panic. He does his best to make himself invisible. This makes his early dimentia even worse. He spends all his time at home isolated at his desk, skimming either facebook or listing things for sale online. I wish I had a reliable third place or group to put together my follies with.

Isolation has always been torture to me.

9:00 AM weight: (WYZE scale)
114.9 lbs
34.3% Body Fat
70.8 lb Muscle Mass
21.1 BMI

Fit app: afternoon walk
Heart Points
miles

What I ate today:
Rosuvastatin 5mg
Letrozole 2.5mg
2 cups coffee with half+half
1 Cefuroxine Axetil 250
sourdough toast with almond butter (266 calories)
Ocuvite Adult 50+ multivitamin
one 600mg Calcium + D3 10 mcg (400 IU) supplement
1 pizzelle cookie (60 calories)
1 cup hot cocoa (100 calories)(10mg calcium)
1 slice Harris Teeter Margherita pizza (340 calories)