I think out loud a lot. It is a symptom of loneliness, I suppose. I'm used to being alone most of the time. When I talk to myself, sometimes if someone near me might ask who I'm talking to and my answer is, honestly, anyone who is listening. Sometimes it's asking for assistance on something when I know the people near me are actually busy with their own stuff and I really hope they will overhear me and offer to help or at least volunteer an answer to a question. I am used to not being listened to so I don't dare communicate directly a lot of the time.
Now, I find myself occasionally gesturing to myself as well.
I need to get a life.
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